Tuesday, June 7, 2011

I Wore The Ocean In The Shape Of A Girl (A Memoir) by Kelle Groom ~ review

I Wore the Ocean in the Shape of a Girl: A Memoir

Product Details

  • Hardcover: 256 pages
  • Publisher: Free Press (June 7, 2011)
  • Language: English
  • ISBN-10: 1451616686
  • ISBN-13: 978-1451616682

About the book:

At the age of fifteen, Kelle Groom found that alcohol allowed her to connect with people and explore intimacy in ways she’d never been able to experience before. She began drinking before class, often blacked out at bars, and fell into destructive relationships. At nineteen, already an out-of-control alcoholic, she was pregnant. Accepting the heartbreaking fact that she was incapable of taking care of her son herself, she gave him up for adoption to her aunt and uncle. They named him Tommy and took him home with them to Massachusetts. When he was nine months old, the boy was diagnosed with leukemia—but Kelle’s parents, wanting the best for her, kept her mostly in the dark about his health. When Tommy died he was only fourteen months old. Having lost him irretrievably, Kelle went into an accelerating downward spiral of self-destruction. She emerged from this free fall only when her desire to stop drinking connected her with those who helped her to get sober.
In stirring, hypnotic prose, I Wore the Ocean in the Shape of a Girl explores the most painful aspects of Kelle’s addiction and loss with unflinching honesty and bold determination. Urgent and vital, exquisite and raw, her story is as much about maternal love as it is about survival, as much about acceptance as it is about forgiveness. Kelle’s longing for her son remains twenty-five years after his death. It is an ache intensified, as she lost him twice—first to adoption and then to cancer. In this inspiring portrait of redemption, Kelle charts the journey that led her to accept her addiction and grief and to learn how to live in the world.
   Through her family’s history and the story of her son’s cancer, Kelle traces with clarity and breathtaking grace the forces that shape a life, a death, and a literary voice.


My take on this book:



This is one of those books that haunts you long after you finish the final pages. Kelle Groom had her first drink of alcohol at the age of fourteen and had her first blackout due to alcohol at age fifteen. She gives birth to her son Tommy in 1981 when she is nineteen, but does the best thing she can do for him and gives him to her aunt and uncle to raise, but sadly she lost him a second time when he died in 1982 from leukemia. As her life continues to spiral out of control one thing is certain the loss of her son affected her profoundly. In this story Kelle takes you on her journey as she struggles to gain control of her life.

This book really captured me from the first pages. The author exposes her feelings drawing you into her life. The longing she feels for her son is a ribbon that runs throughout the story.  As her life continued to spiral out of control, we were given glimpses of the poor choices she made, from toxic friends, to finding herself in situations where her life was often in jeopardy. 

I commend the author for writing such a poignant memoir, that takes you on an emotional journey from addiction to the hope for redemption. 

rating 4/5





6 comments:

  1. This sounds like an intriguing memoir! Thanks for sharing.

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  3. This sounds like a good book but I'm too empathetic and it would haunt me for too long. Thanks for the lovely review though and I enjoy reading your reviews as it points me to book I think I'd like to read.

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